Brokened Thoughtz

Poetry “I Spilled My Soul”

You’re the rose, you’re the expressions of my poetic
soul, you’re the whole of my love. Dearest, see my
heart’s passions for you, I’m a student of your body
studying every move you shake. I have such a smile
of all the elements of your beauty, and you are soft
like silk woven in my heart.

I ask of you to open your soul and speak your affections
to my ears, receptive to my heart. Sow within me your
love and we shall both reap the benefits operating in
the life of our hearts. I’ll be true to my death.
Weeping, I laid in your charms and the elimination is
no one has entrance to my heart, other than you.

You branded me with your kisses and now you’re the
owner of my love, the angel of my soul, and the healer
of my sickened heart. Do you feel the infusion as I spill
my spirit to you?

Ask of me riches and I’ll sell my blood to provide you
with the luxuries of life. Baby, you need only say,
come, and I’ll bare my soul to your home. It increases
as a levy upon my heart, I cash my heart for your love.

[dedicated to she would be named if she was existing…]

Poetry “Haiku Love Triform”

compatibility
is a rare and rewarding
experience


reflection of true
affection has little to
do with perfection


Love includes patience,
empathy, sacrifice and
occasional hugs

Poetry “Empty Space”

up all night with things on my mind 
realizing you're the one who could put all my problems to sleep
but every time i turn to you, you start to fade more quickly 
like the snow in late january

realizing you're the one who brings out the best in me 
the only one whose arms make me feel safe every time i'm in them 
but right now, there's an empty space to be filled and I need you

wondering if you'll ever be there for me 
time passes by and still no answer 
i dare to reach out and touch 
i don't think you realize how much i need you 

can't you see it in my eyes 
can't you hear it in my voice 
I need you this much

Poetry “Confusing Truth”

All alone in my world
Wondering when this pain will end
Praying for my heart to be whole
Ends another prayer in vain

In my house, in my heart
My home just screams in pain
Then in my world, it starts to rain
When all the tears fill a sea of pain

Whatever you wanted to do
Remember I'll do it with you
There's nowhere I'd rather be
That to have you here with me

I've been lost, I've been Used
I've been down and Abused
I've been sacrificed but now I'm confused
That's the whole truth

Poetry “Opposites Attract”

Where there's darkness, there is light
Where there's black, there's white
Where there's evil, there is good
For every wrong, there is a right.

Opposites are everywhere,
and that's a simple fact.
Another thing that you must know
is opposites attract!

You see, you and I are not alike
and you know that this is true.
Would you mind to prove this fact
to send my message through?

Can you say "Yes" when I ask you out
say yes, it's just an act?
But if you say yes, you can't leave me,
'cuz opposites attract.

Poetry “No Matter”

I can't run far enough to run into your arms.
I can't scream loud enough for you to turn around.
And I can't climb high enough to see you again,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't erase our past mistakes.
I can't make the world a transparent place.
And I can't set you free from your fear,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't relive those moments in your diary.
I can't find you at the bottom of a bottle.
And I can't catch you when you stumble and fall,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't stop thinking about what may have been.
I can't always say what you want me to.
And I can't change myself to fit your puzzle,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't smell your hair anymore.
I can't taste you on my lips anymore.
And I can't gaze at the smile that melts my heart,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't breathe in your last exhale.
I can't hold your face in the palms of my hands.
And I can't get lost in your eyes again,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't be anything more than fallible.
I can't be anything less than a lover's fool.
And I can't change the way I feel about you,
No matter how much I wish I could.

No matter how much I wish....

Poetry “Wishing”

Sitting down on the grass looking above
Gazing up in the stars, white as a dove
Just remembering the fun we had that one night 
Just trying to find that one star to wish in my sight

For you to be mine and us together
For us to be in love, always and forever
Every night I wish hard and hard for it 
Just want that one-day for u to be mine

I promise u I will always love you forever
Never hurt u in any way... oh so never
I think about u all the time
Can?t sleep or think- because you?re always in my mind

Every time I see you... it just makes me happy
The sight of your smile... makes me hyper and joyfully
For the past few weeks I been thinking a lot about u
From the first day I met u till now... I just want you to know

That I want to be with you
And I just hope... 
u feel the same way as I do for you..

Poetry “If Today Was My Last”

If I knew today was my last
And my life was to pass
I wouldn't cry
And I wouldn't even ask why
All I would want to know
Is if I accomplish my dream and put on a good show
For my family and my friends
So what, my life is about to end
I would have one request
I will try to explain I'll do my best
I would ask
Yes, my this is my wish even my last
That I will be able to do
Anything and everything with you
To end my life by your side
Would fill my heart with joy and pride
What we would do wouldn't matter
Because of you my heart would shatter
Just because there is nothing I could do
To spend more time with my love, with you
When I used to stare at the stars in the sky
The same feeling when I looked into you angelic eyes
The one thing I would miss the most
Is that secure feeling of being so close
Of being needed, wanted, and desired
That amazing way you set my heart and soul on fire
I would miss us conversing 
All the time I spent wondering and waiting!
When I finally went to my home in the sky
I would have to ask God why
Why did you let one of your angels go
But now I know

I like it when people randomly IM me just to say Hi.

(via christmascarrel)

Poetry “Dream”

I wish I could describe you,
You're nothing but a dream,
Leaving me nothing to hold onto,
I feel like I could scream.

I would sleep forever
Just to dream you again.
Oh, can't you come to me
and put this pain to and end?

I'm lying on my bed again
Waiting to fall asleep;
To spend another night with you
To explore the ocean deep.

I'm back in our world, I'm happy again.
I see you there, and you whisk me away,
And then like a bird, the time flies by,
The morning arrives, much to my dismay.

I cry out loud as you fade away
Begging desperately for the night to stay.
My eyes open, and I close them again
Hoping to see your face for once, but nay.

Again, left with nothing but the thought
That if I were to die and go to the heaven
I'd beg to live a night with you instead.
After that, I'd never think of you in vain.

If only I could see your face for once
If only I could feel your touch
I'd tell you how much I love you
Is that really asking for too much?